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M

Attention Span

So my boyfriend reads, and has read everything there is online. This leads to him having the annoying quality of knowing -or that he thinks he knows, everything. Most often unfortunately -he is right. Here is my problem -I have the attention span of a two year old. Let me explain.

I start reading something online, like a Wikipedia article about something I zone out within minutes of reading it. That means, if the article is too long, I will not complete my read. Why am I like this? I have no idea. In all fairness I have spent five yeas in a university finishing my degree in Pharmacy -maybe I got enough reading back then?

It's the same with all the things I want to learn. Once I wanted to roller-blade. It was very "in" in the 90s, and comes and goes every now and then. I still wish I could do it, but as mention, my attention span is that of a two year old -and if I can not make it right away, I chose not to do something.

Picture editing, and taking photos in general: I've wanted to be a photographer for as long as I can remember. Last year I finally bought a camera, and since then I have even bought another two lenses to use in addition to the standard 18-55mm you get with your camera. Yet -I still don't use it as much as I should, and I do not edit photos at all. I even got myself adobe CS and this other program for editing raw format files, and yet, no editing is going on.

As of now I am on sick leave for about 4 more weeks, I guess I can spend some time reading up and watching videos on editing and maybe, just maybe I will learn something? Maybe, just maybe I will do something? I doubt it though. Now that makes me sound like I have little faith in myself, and in all fairness I do. But don't you know yourself too? Isn't there a whole lot of things you procrastinate over that just never gets done?

I blame it on the attention span..
xoxo
M

well hi there..

Are you still around? If you are -wow, aren't you the most patient person out there. I haven't existed on my blog for ages.. And in all fairness I don't even know if I am really back right now.

Lately I've had plenty of time off. I've been on sick leave (not fully) for a while -which have resulted in me sleeping a whole lot more, and staying up a whole lot longer at night. Not working as much as I wish I could (without work I feel incomplete) and being depressed about not working. The sick leave was because of a ganglion on my foot, which I have now removed.

Before I went to surgery I read the surgery letter one more time -in which it said "no more than 1-3 days of sick leave might be necessary". That made me worried, as I had booked a flight to my moms for eight days, total of ten days after surgery. My doctor and the operating site had told me that it was most likely a two week sick leave after surgery. I worried for no reason. I now have a total of five (almost six) weeks sick leave, and I am supposed to be off of work until the 1st of March. That's a ridiculous amount of time, and to be fair I probably will go back to work before that.

My stitches needs to be removed within fourteen days. Today I freaked out because I couldn't put a shoe on my right foot, which means tomorrow when I leave the house I have to have a sock on my foot, and I will not be able to walk properly -and have to actively use my crutches. Fact of the matter is, I CAN walk on my foot. Only not outside -because it is winter and I can not wear flip flops.

This makes me depressed. So the likely-hood of me blogging more is no higher than it's been the last few weeks. Just thought I would let you know what was going on.

Lot's of wordfeud, lots of twitter, facebook... and if you wanna talk to me, a tweetmessage is just all it takes.

xoxo
M